I Write

There's one question, i have been asked many a times, by different or same people. The last time i remember THE question being thrown at me was about a couple of months back while attending a friends engagement.

Everybody was dancing on the floor and greeting the happy couple. People were taking rounds to dance with and along the couple of the day on groovy Bollywood dance numbers. Then, comes a friend, taking my hand and asking me to dance and show the joy. Me, as always, said no to it. When asked, i told her, "Dancing is not my thing". "Its not dancing, we are showing how good we are feeling on this joyous occasion. Aren't you happy?", she said. "I'm. Very much. But, still, i don't dance", i replied. And then came THE question, "How do you show happiness then?".

The question wasn't easy for me. I held myself and didn't answer the question. Even though, i dodged the question for that instance but it did make me realize that what is it that i do when I'm happy?Well, there are lots of people who dance or sing or shout or does many a things. And i don't do any of these things.

I, when happy, enjoys the moment by just letting the feeling seep, seep really deep into me. I exactly like they show in movies, when the protagonist scores the winning goal/run, which makes his/her team champion, and everything just goes silent, slow and stunned. I also do a few other things. One of them i talking. Yea, but may not only about the happiness. I just like to accompanied when happy, which is totally opposite to when i feel sad and loved being left alone and watch FRIENDS. Yea, FRIENDS is my stress/tension buster but we aren't going down that road today.

Another things i do, and which i used to a lot often earlier and have not being doing for quite sometime now, is writing or blogging which ever you people like to call me better at.

I would really miss that one and half year when i was frequent with blogging and had a big, really big blogging family. I have lost most of them but i think these are the inevitable changes that many great people and legends have talked and wrote about.

I won't disobey the legends but here's to, again, for a full on comeback soon.

Missing You Mom

When i listen to the song "Maa" from the movie "Taare Zameen Par", i can really feel the song, atleast now. By "now", i mean i left my home last year May to work in Bangalore. Why i say i can feel it? Simple, i'm living aways from the home since a year and haven't been to back home since then and i mean not even for a single day vacation.

It's been a real pain since then. No, i don't miss my mom. I mean i do, but not like those people who call their parents everyday to check. Though everyday here, living alone in this big city, i realize what effort my used to put in to give me the comfort. May, it be cooking "fresh roties" when i used to come back from my night shifts at 3 in the morning or never complaining when ever i bought a "white shirt". Cause now i know how much effort it needs to clean you whites  :) . Even though i hate it.....but i can never deny she was always right and me wrong.

Again from the song, it's not easy for me to confess love or show that i care. I have heard it many times "it's hard for men to emote" and yea, count me in as one of those. Words are much easier to me and that's how this post comes into frame.

Today, i only wish to just meet, not my, but my mom's expectations. I wish that i can bring her everything back that she has given up for me.



P.S. :- This post is to participate in the Blog Adda's for the contest Write a Tribute to your Mom!

Pouring In Love

Hey all,

It's been sometime since, i told you about my life. Well, today is a special day.Listing the highpoint of today, Wednesday(21-04-2010) :-

1 - I got my blog's first ever Google Page Rank. Now, my blog's Google Page Rank is 3. *Happy*




2 - My blog's indirank(given by Indiblogger.in) is now 82(it's is one of those rare times when i scored more than 75-called distinction in India- out of 100)



3 - When i checked Sponsored reviews. com today for opportunity, it showed me more than 100 for whom i was qualified whereas usually it's not more than 5-6.


Also, i received an award from Nalini Hebbar. She is really good poet. Though, i'm not a fan of poetry but she is one of the few i read and yea, credit goes to her.

Thank You, Nalini...........the award coming from you means a lot.

Smiley Face

Man, the weekend was awesome. Friday night, i left my office with hell lot of work to complete before Tuesday because of which i thought of coming back and complete it on weekend though it's off day for me and knowing that i won't be getting paid for the over time.

Leaving that behind, Saturday was awesome. Not only i fixed the issue with was irritating me the whole Friday ......but also i got a paid task from a blogger community which paid me a lot of money. It was the second highest paid task i have ever done. Both of the incidents made my day. Suddenly, i felt so happy deep within my heart.

When i was traveling back home, the whole world seemed to be happy. Whomever i saw, was either smiling and enjoying life. My home is some 6-8 KM from office and i didn't even see one sad face or person suffering of misery. Now this is really rare.

Then i thought, it isn't the world which i all of a sudden happy today, it's obviously me. Then i realized, no one cares about what the world it doing. If you are happy the world is happy, i you feel sad...the whole world seems to be a hell.

Then to make up for the happy moments i had missed .............i enjoyed the whole Saturday. Didn't thought for a single moment what and why i'm buying things till it was making me happy. I bought thing which i'm sure i would never buy because of the price or the money issue.

Advice from the Wise :- When you are happy do the things you want to, don't restrict yourself from anything for any reason, as they say......JUST DO IT........obviously a happy day would be the best day for it............it not easy to lift your mood on a bad day.

Ohh, and one more thing i want to add......there is a movie named "Smiley Face" starring Anna Faris ......one of the best Anna Faris movie......go watch it.



Till next time ......... Keep ..... \,,,/